Back in Year 2000 I visited my hometown to stay over a month and study without worrying for rent. This was a rash decision. I didn't made anything fruitful for whatsoever reasons.
I read somewhere a quote by Sir JRD TATA nothing worth while ever achieved without deep thought and hard work.
If I look back over my life, I observe, perhaps I didn't not get everything everytime. But at times I've gotten many things effortlessly that matters most.
But I miserly missed on thing, on taking care of the things, despite knowing this is most valued asset in my life.
Surprisingly all those things came my way effortlessly, atleast I have not made any special efforts.
No, I never taken things for granted but I did a mistake, mistake of not focusing on the things I have indeed focusing on other areas where most of the energies drained out.
On the worst side, I questioned if this thing is right for me what if this turn bad next day.
I didn't enjoyed the goodness today indeed focused on the other day.
NO I AM NOT BLAMING MYSELF. LEARNING FROM YOUR MISTAKES IS GOOD, BUT BLAMING YOURSELF IS NOT JUSTIFIED EITHER.
WHEN YOU BLAME YOURSELF YOU MAKE YOUR OWN LIFE MISERABLE.
Thought come but let them go as they come. No need to punish the self.
So, you do not make same mistake, when you get a thing effortlessly and most important for you
HANDLE WITH CARE
As effortless they came as delicate they are.
Effortless is a blessings. Remember it's the most important and beautiful thing of the world.
Where I was wrong?
My actions were idiotic whenever I lost.
You can suppose I did things like
Healthy meal is already cooked and served but I go town and checked restaurant's menu.
I drive car it's full tank is full but I did not drove it in the fear what if petrol ranout on the way.
I buyed a book but not read it instead kept checking other books on the shelves.
You cannot learn anything from the title of the book if you not dive deeper into the subject.
You cannot learn driving if you fear on fuel loss you won't get a filling station.
By the time you return home food will lost its because you have left it on the table.
These are silly mistakes, indeed looks childish but repeating same mistakes again and again will do severe damage.
Learn from me, value the things you have, expect best to come in your life but prepare for the worst.
Don't be a victim, be a warrior.
I strongly wish this article may not have happened. So you don't repeat similar mistakes, give highest values to what you have or get even most effortlessly.
Nothing come effortless at times we feel so perhaps human nature.
If you already have a car drive it. Filling stations are many.
If you have a book read it. Other books always be there.
When you have a plate full of meal donot leave on the table, eat before it lost goodness.
Handle with care what you have. It's a treasure.